Dear _________,
Day 66. Hasn’t arrived yet. But we’re nearly there. I wrote two angry letters before. The uncensored version of this letter, I suppose haha. I think that’s the brain speaking though. I think when it comes with the heart it always speaks in a soft voice. And that’s what this letter is.
Are your eyes still blue and striking? I can’t believe, I’ll become near you again in just a few days. But, we probably won’t see each other.
I think you were right. We really don't know each other.
I think you were right. We really don't know each other.
I wanted to say thank you for making me laugh again. I wish I counted how many times we kissed each other that cold, cold night. And how many times I brushed my cheek against your beard.
Sometimes, I wish I could see your completed project, and that you could see mine. But that future won't arrive.
Sometimes, I wish I could see your completed project, and that you could see mine. But that future won't arrive.
I think it’s very easy to forget me and I don’t blame you. It took all of no contact to pin you down as the jealous guy. But I was transparent with you the whole time we were together. I didn’t see anyone else. I didn’t meet an ex or be with someone new when there was only you. I thought that with you and your friends, I thought I finally found a place where I belonged and felt so happy. I didn’t know, that the whole time you just saw me as someone shallow. I may look like I party a lot, or that I’m a complete extrovert just because I take care of myself pretty well outwardly with skincare, make-up, and long nails. However, I am not superficial.
You said I was pretty like ancient trees. And I missed your deep warm voice.
Mari xx
#gb #im
This is actually raw and beautiful at the same time. I only 'wrote' such letters in my mind. But you are so brave. 💗
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DeleteThank you so much for your sweet comment! I used to only write these letters in my mind too! Finally got the courage to release it as a writing exercise. It feels very cathartic and I don't feel as heavy as I did before.
Mari xx
Aww this is beautiful. You can really feel the pain and love all at the same time.
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DeleteI didn't expect my post to get any attention! I really appreciate you stopping by and leaving the sweetest comment! Thank you, sugar xo
Mari xx
Wow! This is incredible! So raw and beautiful. I've written posts like this and they were far from easy. Well done!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the sweetest comment you've left on my blog. I want to cry. ; o ; Thank you for the nice compliments! I really appreciate it!
DeleteMari xx
This is a beautiful and unbelievably emotional letter. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable and heart-filled post with the world!
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing me the sweetest and nicest comment ; o ;
DeleteI'm so sorry I'm so late at replying. But I really appreciate the time you took to leave me a comment on my post! xo
Mari xx